I was just thinking that it is hard to believe that it has been over a month since I have made an entry here. But then I thought, considering all that has been happening, it isn't all that hard to believe.
Our snow that I posted pictures of in the last entry was very short lived. Las Vegas did make national and international news with the snow that came through the day after our came because that hit the strip and closed the airport. We are on the very far west side of Vegas and no official weather reading are recorded from here. Thus, our snow didn't count for much but a whole lot of fun for the girls. While many of you are freezing and blanketed in record snows, we are enjoying "spring-like" weather. Today was near 70!
I started a part-time job a couple of weeks before Christmas. I am currently working from 5AM until 9AM (Monday through Friday) at Bruegger's Bagels. Our local franchise is owned by a Christian man that is trying to get his business off the ground and build a future for his autistic son. We have much in common as his wife home schools their two children, he needed mature, dependable help and well...we needed money.
Unfortunately, I completely underestimated the impact of this position on me physically (I'm no spring chicken any more) and my family. Although I try to get to bed between 8:30 and 9:00 getting up at 3:30AM is exhausting. I cannot make it through the day without a nap. I have not had the energy to home school my daughters as I should. Sleep deprivation leaves me foggy brained (no matter how much coffee I consume) and grouchy. Mercedes is not handling the fact that Mom isn't home in the mornings when she gets up at all well. She is acting out almost constantly. While she has always had her "bad days," the bad are begining to far out number the good. Mikayla is struggling with being stuck with the responsibility of managing an out of control younger sister and her countenance is one of anger. It breaks my heart to see this happening. Last Monday, I gave my notice.
I was very excited to have the opportunity to over-see the home schooling of a girl that has moved into our apartment complex. I was all set to help out this Christian, single mom by allowing her daughter to participate in our home school days and make some money doing what I love while being home with my daughters. The girl is Mercedes' age and they would have been great friends. Unfortunately, the mom had a huge, unexpected dental bill and can't pay me until she pays off the dentist and finds an additional job (something she was planning on anyway).
Bill has been working 10 hour days, 7 days a week. The real estate market is really awful. Prices are low but banks are extremely difficult to work with and each sale takes way more work and time to close for smaller commissions. He is frustrated and discouraged.
The holidays came and went without much fanfare this year. I did no special baking and barely managed to get some decorations up. We were unable (both from a work standpoint and financially) to go visit Bill's parents as we had planned. I worked Christmas Eve morning and the day after Christmas as well as New Year's Eve morning and New Year's Day. It didn't seem like much of a special time.
Things are returning to routine at last. I will be working through Tuesday of this coming week (possibly longer) and then we will be able to return our focus to academics. I need routine as much as the girls do.
Mikayla continues with her guitar lessons. She is one of the best music readers her instructor has ever had. She is really playing beautifully and enjoying her music.
Both girls are enjoying 4H. Today their club had a mounted meeting. It was a perfect day for horseback riding.
Until next time (which won't be as long, I promise!) May God Bless Each of you dear readers.